Intovert Love

 

As your lips touch mine in front of all these people, the feeling of your soft body on mine as my hands navigates on a romantic voyage around your waist and creates a confluence, chills my heart like the morning freshness. 

I have always thought I was unfortunate until God brought you into my life.

I shut the door of my heart from love, put a password on it but somehow you became the code.

An introvert, always keeping to myself, I saw every other as an intruder,

 I didn’t want to trust or love any other.

I didn’t even know how to trust but you showed me, I didn’t know how love felt but you let me feel your heart.

Even when we were apart, a thousand miles away, I had no other thought on my crowded mind but you, babe you even became my subconscious.

You are truly the girl of my dreams because when my eyelids kiss each other, you come alive in my dreams anytime we are apart.

I never believed in human love but you became my salvation

Each time we held hands, watch the sunset and talked about our live together, you gave me hope to live for tomorrow. 

I hate it when we had to be apart for any reason, each time we spoke on the phone I always wanted to be with you

I sometimes refrained from telling you I missed you 

But girl, I always got you on my mind and all I ever wanted is you

Sometimes my pride gets in the way but your humility removes the barricades 

I can remember sitting in my room staring at the ceiling thinking of the wonderful kids we would have

These feelings I’ve got for you babe is intense but I know you feel the same too  

Got you on my mind babe...

When you look at me, I feel you see through me, I know that you gat me

Was a closed book but babe somehow you opened it, never knew how you did that though

But I know that I couldn’t wish for more cos girl you are everything I’ve ever wanted

 You have got me trapped in your love it’s like I’m hunted 

But girl I would rather be with you than to be rescued.

Times again I was arrogant and foolish though, but you held me close and you said; ‘I will never go’

You helped me go all out to achieve things I was scared of.

You told me to believe in myself and God’s abilities in me.

You always made me feel adequate, you were never selfish. 

You let me be myself, you never controlled me, 

Any time I wanted to fall you were there to hold me.

I felt I had committed a spiritual heist, I swear I thought I stole an angel

Cos girl you stayed right next to me even when I was not there

You got my back always just like my spine, girl!

When we first met years back, you were never special

I thought you were like any other but I saw a heart in you that was in no other.

I fell in love with you girl, not your beauty, don’t get me wrong, you face is on my facebook

But the true beauty in you lies inside you, you gave me a pass in, you let me see inside of you.

You showed me all you pains, girl I saw your struggles

We both had wrestles in our past; I guess that’s how we connected

You never hid the ugliness, I saw you in your weakness cos you never claimed perfection

Even though your actions were, you let me see the real you.

Now I’m holding you in my arms, my one and only

I will never let you go, this I promise you, and I will love you and protect you

Through the ups and down, I’ll take the rise and dive right beside you

Even when I’m not around, I’ll be inside you cos girl you got my heart right inside you

All these I promise you babe...            

And when those kids come, they will love us like we will love them

And we’ll show them God cos he gave us you and me forever. 

I love you!